by Xiao Qi Lai
I had thought to love someone
Can be done speechlessly
Without the consciousness of him
I took an oath
To cherish this beauteous affection
Into my memory, merely my memory
If I did not think of the possibility of losing you
Losing the love that weighs so heavy in my life
If I did not call your name desperately in my dream again,
and get awakened stunningly
Maybe, our love would turn out to be a perpetual secret
Bathing in my endless miss and prayers for you
I’m feeling happy all the time
Have been waiting till now, I have not the slightest cue
What the result might be
Or maybe, I did not even turn over the result.
I have been expecting
That I can tell you in the pose of waiting
That my love to you is authentic
It can be challenged by time and space.
All the plots we mutually shared
Become crystal-clear
Become instantly touchable,
Though they are actually thousands of miles away
I am wondering
Whether the longer I cover my love, the stronger it will become.
The days you were not with me
My miss was crazily growing like weeds
Maybe I am reluctant to lose any possibility of staying with you
And reluctant to witness my carved miss and awaiting covered with dust as time streaming by.
I free myself by self-encouraging.
I do not believe
It is a momentary matter from physical distance to mental distance.
I do not believe
Our love is so vulnerable after being tortured by time
I do not believe
Silent awaiting would turn out to be unavailing.
If sowing can always open arms to reaping
Then I suspect whether I have ever sowed
Or I have been too frugal.
I have to wait silently
I suspect whether testing my confidence and deeds stemming from love
Rendered me lose the opportunity.
Wish you an exquisite dream tonight
If you stretch your sweet smile in your dream
That is because of my wishes conveyed by moon and breeze from me.
Loving you is, after all, kind of slight sentiment.
1 comment:
I love you. :)
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